My head is full of thoughts a big ass bunch of random rambling thoughts...I can't stop myself from thinking long enough to form and complete any of those thoughts it seems . Why can't I turn my brain off...why must I overthink everything? Am I crazy...why when in the midst of a good moment can't I just enjoy that good moment...why do I find myself thinking about everything that surrounds that situation that could be wrong or go wrong?....it’s a gift and a huge curse....I can plan for what can go wrong and try to prepare yet at the same time in worrying about what could go wrong i'm left to not fully enjoy the moment im in. I am a ball of confusion rolled up with good intentions and a mess of desires I can't quite get together. I guess I really am perfect in my imperfections why the hell not right?!?!?! *kanye shrug*
