The sound of his voice softly in my ear…the touch of his
lips on the side of my neck. His arms wrapping themselves around me as he
stands behind me...the relief I feel knowing that he is there with me. Throwing
my head back onto his chest as he continues to hold me tighter and tighter.
There is no greater feeling than the feeling he is giving me right now...love, comfort
and security. Somehow he knows all the
right things to do…How is this possible? How does he do that? As I start to
turn to look him in his eyes and ask HOW DID YOU KNOW??…I wake up…It was all
just a dream! I’m laying here in disbelief it felt like it was happening…it
seemed so real. Guess I’ll try and get back to sleep so I can once again visit with
my dream guy…for now he will have to do! Here’s to sweet dreams that may one
day become reality!
Monday, January 30, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Note to Self.....
January 12, 2012
Dear Yanna,
It’s been a while since we last spoke. I’ve watched you make
a range of choices from good to terrible with some crazy shit in-between and I’ve
said nothing. I figured hey she’s got to learn for herself right. Well the time
has come for us to talk...you see the decisions you’re making affect me too you
know. You think I like watching you cry? You think I enjoy knowing that you are
about to make a choice to replace one thing with another just so you can avoid
the real situation. No love I don’t…Its time you get it together! You have your
whole life ahead of you so why seem so defeated. The other day I watched you go
from happy to down in the dumps in 5 minutes. It killed me to know that the
whole situation could have been avoided…had you not taken the bait! You know in
your heart of hearts when the baiting is about to begin…yet somehow you still
take it! You’re smarter and stronger than this…the sooner you realize that the
better off you will be. You do know God is testing you right? You do know that
until you get out of your own way things will remain the same? Take the test
and pass it with flying colors I know you can do it…I’ve got your back chick.
You are not in this alone!!! Stand tall put on your big girl pants and start
making the moves you know you need to make. I’ll be here waiting for you to
arrive…your seat will be kept warm.
Loving you more than I love myself…
Signed,
Your inner victory waiting for release
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