Still His Child!

So I've been listening to this song all day over and over and over again and as I found myself to the point of tears I realize that while I May lose faith and feel like I'm not worthy... he never loses faith in me I am now and will always be his child. I've been blessed with struggle, with winning, with sacrifice, with loss, with gain...all tests placed upon me by him. All I have to do is talk to him and actually listen to what it is he's saying to me. The answers don't always come when I want them and truth is they are not always what I want to hear....but at the end of the day im just a tool in his grand design.  I've come so close to the point of no return....feeling like 5'4" of my 5'5" frame was under water and I was just about to drown.  Thinking I was done he's stepped in and saved me.....truth is he put me in that water to teach me something.  He put me in that water to show me that I cant do it without him and the moment that I forget he will remind me who is actually in charge. There is a blessing in every lesson....everything I've been thru has made me who I am...and for that I thank him!    Guess I've rambled on enough....when I started writing this I did it with this point in mind.....Never sell yourself short you deserve the best and in all things he is with you encouraging you(he himself or even a representative) when you don't have the strength to encourage yourself. 

Love Always
Yanna

This Challenge could be your last......

 It always amazes me the lengths people will go just to say they GOT THAT! The lies told, the tracks covered, the bullshit fed…all to say you got what everyone said you couldn’t have. My thing is why pretend? Don’t portray yourself as something you’re not, don’t present yourself to be offering something you’re really not willing to let go of. You would be surprised how far the truth can get you these days. Instead of making a choice for someone else why not give them the facts and allow them to make the choice themselves. NOOOOOOO that’s too much like right because you want to WIN the GAME…but at what point does someone else's feelings /life choices become a fucking game? You wonder why these chicks & dudes are out here snapping and going fucking crazy. They are doing it because one too many persons played a game with their heads & hearts that they didn’t know they were in. Don’t find yourself being the straw that breaks the back that is CRAZY... IJS think about it. *sips tea and logs off blog*

Love and Kisses

Yanna