So as you can see my once a week goal went out the window months ago! I got so wrapped up into my crazy life that I just kept all my thoughts inside.
So here's a little update! The big one turned 13 and she’s just as moody if not more moody than before. My middle child my sunshine is well she is trying me every chance she gets. I think that whole middle child syndrome is begging to really surface! She’s doing things these days just to test the waters. My son that little man is something else. He's getting bigger and bigger every day and he continues to amaze me daily!
Myself I am as stressed as ever but what's new, I'm always stressed!! I am learning how to let things go, it’s really hard for me to do that. I hate the unknown, I don’t like surprises and I have a hard time taking things for face value. I always think there is a hidden agenda and I’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I am truly a work in progress because these things about myself I KNOW are not good!!! All I can say is bare with me, he’s not through with me yet!