Fuck you!

If the only time you think of me is when you want something.....
Fuck you

If you think that everything in my world should stop per your request...
Fuck you

If you're too selfish to understand you've got to give in order to get...
Fuck you

If you think it's okay to waist my time pretending to be something you're not...
Fuck you

If you find yourself about to holler like a hit dog go right ahead you deserve it along with a big strong final...
FUCK YOU!!!!

Girl Chat

I told her I was in love and she said with who?!?
I said Me Myself and I.... Girl I thought you knew.
She gave me this look and replied bitch stop playing and acting all silly.
Since when did my love for me become something silly? Seriously what makes you say that? 
She nervously replied  I'm just stating facts.
I asked at that moment but don't you love you?
I mean if YOU don't how can you ever expect anyone else to. 

See I know I'm not perfect I'll never claim to be that, but I'll always love myself unconditionally and that sweetheart is what's really a fact.  

I've got flaws for days and I'm not always easy to deal with, but I appreciate each day and the opportunities it comes with. 

She looked me in the face I think she's finally starting to get it....

YOU SEE IF YOU WANT BETTER IN YOUR LIFE YOUR THE ONE IT MUST BEGIN WITH!

#FORTHELOVEOFSELF
#ILOVEMEEVENIFYOUDONT #ITSTARTSWITHYOU

Yanna ©2016

15 things that get on your damn nerves!

So as i looked at my old fb  page I ran across some of my old notes! This one deserved a re-post...5 years later most of this still remains true for me! LOL

15 things that get on your damn nerves

February 2, 2009 at 8:40pm

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 15 things that get on your MF'n nerves. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

1. Stupid people ( I think I’m allergic)

2. I can’t stand for someone to tell me they are going to do something and NOT do it. Just don’t open your damn mouth that way you won’t have to hear MINE!

3. Bad liars, I don’t like to deal with liars’ period but BAD LIARS are the WORST! It’s like really do you think I'm that f*ckin stupid!?!

4. don’t touch my damn radio when you get in my car talking bout oh I HATE this song. There is a reason I have controls in the wheel and a remote for the satellite radio. It’s so I can control it!

5. When people tell me I cuss too much! As if I don’t already know that! I’m a work in progress leave me the F alone!

6. When someone calls my house in the middle of the night and says “WERE YOU SLEEP?” the hell do you think I was doing its 2 in the morning.

7. I can’t stand when strange people try to touch my baby. SLOW YOUR ROLE I don’t know where your hands have been don’t touch my kid.

8. if you call my house and I don’t answer its okay to call my cell, but don’t keep calling back to back to back to back if someone is not hurt or bleeding leave a damn message.

9. When people make me late! Everyone knows I’m ALWAYS early to EVERYTHING and I HATE to be late.

10. People that make the mistake of talking to me like I’m a child. Doing that is only going to bring you TROUBLE

11. People that talk LOUDLY at the movie theater during the movie. I mean really a whisper here and there is cool hell I do it myself, other than that you should really SHUT THE F*CK UP!

12. When jerks try and get into my parking spot before I can get out of it. I mean come on give me some room. Shoot I have already been in the store I have my stuff I can take all day if you make me.

13. People that rush to cut me off and then ride their freaking breaks WHAT IS THAT ABOUT I MEAN REALLY!

14. When they cashier puts my money on the counter instead of in my hand that’s empty and waiting.

15. Did I mention I’m allergic to STUPID PEOPLE!

Game Over

The moment you realize that all you ever were was a PAWN is a harsh reality to face! Even more so   considering the fact that you didn’t even know you were playing a game. 

This game consists of using parts of you like your mind, body, heart and soul at the leisure of the player.

Taking you down off of the shelf when one of those items is needed and then tossing you at the wayside when their need is fulfilled.

Yet and still you remain broken, used, dusty and downright abused.

So what do you do?

Your head says” YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME…we don’t need this shit”

Your body says “but it hurts so good”

Your heart says “there’s no way this isn’t love, no way at all”

 Your soul is just weary and says “Do what you want; you never listen to me anyway”

So what part of you do you follow? How do you get out of this place you never really knew you were in?

Do you continue to be a pawn because SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING?

Do you choose to make yourself an ACTIVE player in the game you now know you’re in and turn the tables?

Or do you WALK AWAY and choose to put YOU first?

You would think the 3^rd is the easiest and best choice right?

Yet somehow we all find ourselves at some point in our lives in this game trying to pick options 1 & 2, by way of FEAR and EGO!

Option 3 should be considered PIECE OF MIND choosing YOU first but we run from that.

Guess we are all just gluttons for punishment…most of the time self-inflicted.

When you make the choice that is YOU above all others and everything else…When you get the courage to finally say GAME OVER…you’ll find yourself amazed at the light at the end of that tunnel that is YOU.

I’m saying GAME OVER…I choose ME…what about YOU?

Yanna

Still His Child!

So I've been listening to this song all day over and over and over again and as I found myself to the point of tears I realize that while I May lose faith and feel like I'm not worthy... he never loses faith in me I am now and will always be his child. I've been blessed with struggle, with winning, with sacrifice, with loss, with gain...all tests placed upon me by him. All I have to do is talk to him and actually listen to what it is he's saying to me. The answers don't always come when I want them and truth is they are not always what I want to hear....but at the end of the day im just a tool in his grand design.  I've come so close to the point of no return....feeling like 5'4" of my 5'5" frame was under water and I was just about to drown.  Thinking I was done he's stepped in and saved me.....truth is he put me in that water to teach me something.  He put me in that water to show me that I cant do it without him and the moment that I forget he will remind me who is actually in charge. There is a blessing in every lesson....everything I've been thru has made me who I am...and for that I thank him!    Guess I've rambled on enough....when I started writing this I did it with this point in mind.....Never sell yourself short you deserve the best and in all things he is with you encouraging you(he himself or even a representative) when you don't have the strength to encourage yourself. 

Love Always
Yanna

This Challenge could be your last......

 It always amazes me the lengths people will go just to say they GOT THAT! The lies told, the tracks covered, the bullshit fed…all to say you got what everyone said you couldn’t have. My thing is why pretend? Don’t portray yourself as something you’re not, don’t present yourself to be offering something you’re really not willing to let go of. You would be surprised how far the truth can get you these days. Instead of making a choice for someone else why not give them the facts and allow them to make the choice themselves. NOOOOOOO that’s too much like right because you want to WIN the GAME…but at what point does someone else's feelings /life choices become a fucking game? You wonder why these chicks & dudes are out here snapping and going fucking crazy. They are doing it because one too many persons played a game with their heads & hearts that they didn’t know they were in. Don’t find yourself being the straw that breaks the back that is CRAZY... IJS think about it. *sips tea and logs off blog*

Love and Kisses

Yanna

NORMAL Differences!!!

Why is it when you don’t follow someones NORM something has to be wrong with YOU?

No two people are alike and we are not always going to want to do the same things.  So why  knock someone  because they are not always running the street and label them boring or prudish? Do you find them telling you that you’re irresponsible and ridiculous for never taking a seat.  No you probably don't because if that’s what you want to do it’s your choice. It has no effect on anyone but you and yours so why should any of us care.  Respect others choices as you would have them respect yours. It’s really quite that simple. Sometimes people need to take heed and just STFU even before they speak!